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I'm sorry.

Published: Feb 3, 2013

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I took a walk on a Saturday night,
fog in the air,
just to make my mind seem clear
where do I go from here?
I see my breath pushing steam through the air,
shaking hands run through my hair,
my fears, where do I go from here? - my fault ♥ imagine dragons

I feel like crap.
I feel like a shitty friend right now ok,,
I'm hardly staying in contact with anyone right now, I just don't feel up to it.
I'm still sick but on top of that, i always get sort of depressed this time of the year anyways,
and it's not helping that i have personal issues going on right now.
Its not like i can help being depressed but its making me blame myself for everything and i don't need that right now, i really don't.

wow ok its really hard for me to talk about this.

I distance myself from people when i'm like this and like, idk its just a thing i've always done.
its not like its a fun thing to do i just start subconciously doing it. I'm a blanket hermit wowza
i just feel really detached and distant and alone and i just don't know anymore.

I'm honestly really really sorry, and i know i've probably let a lot of my friends down lately or haven't replied much, or haven't hung out. or whatever. Its just really tough for me right now and i don't feel in a talking mood
I really don't need this huge feeling of guilt of being a shitty friend on top of everything else ok, i just need you guys to understand please.

i love you guys so so much and i'm so grateful i have you guys as friends
i can't handle things as much as i wish i could and i have no idea what to do anymore and i just,
i have to vent somewhere plus i thought i should explain myself before everyone thinks i hate them or something???

i'm really sorry okay
just please understand asdfgh;;

(sorry for going all vent on this place but its kind of the only place i can)

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when your stupid vent art looks better than anything else you've drawn lately.

lazy man's background i can't draw backgrounds for shit
art (c) =SYNCHR0NIZATI0N
background (c) not mine

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